Instead of lodging the lion
and the leopard and the wolf!
(Alexander Smellie, "The Secret Place" 1907)
the unclean spirits, and they obey HIM!"
Mark 1:27
No word of the Gospel sounds more gladsomely
in my ears than this. For the unclean spirits
have invaded the citadel of my soul, and
asserted their hateful domination over me.
I have no strength to drive them out--
but, my LORD, YOU can rescue me from
their hideous craft and polluting bondage!
Every deadly sin may be defeated by
the virtue of YOUR Cross, and
the omnipotence of YOUR SPIRIT.
There is what Dante calls the hungry
lion of Pride. In my pride . . .
I claim a false superiority,
I exalt myself arrogantly and unreasonably,
I am never satisfied,
I am never content with the honor
I receive. Always I am clamoring for more,
and more, and more.
LORD JESUS CHRIST,
subdue this demon of PRIDE!
Then there is what Dante calls the spotted
leopard of Sensuality. It is not simply
in my hot youth that I give harborage
to corrupting imaginations, which sink
me beneath my true dignity.
They are horribly persistent.
They follow me into my riper age.
Again and again they reappear.
A story in the newspaper makes
them recur, or a too suggestive picture,
or an impure word which I overhear
as I hurry along the street.
Wrestle, O CHRIST, with the spotted
leopard in me, and kill him outright!
Forsake me not, until my hidden
thoughts are as sinless as YOUR own.
And there is what Dante calls the famished
wolf of Covetousness. I crave money, crave
it with a hunger which refuses to be appeased.
If I have managed to secure a little gain, and
am of some account in the social sphere--
I am full of eagerness to add to my store.
If I am poor, I am discontented, and forever
scheming and toiling for more money.
LORD JESUS, when YOU were here,
YOU had nothing of the world's riches--
and yet YOUR heart lacked for no good
thing. Without wallet or purse, YOU were
crowned with the love of the FATHER
and the fullness of the SPIRIT.
Teach me YOUR secret, and let the wolf
of Covetousness be slain too.
YOU are all I want. Come to me, and dwell
patiently and victoriously within me--
until I am holy as YOU are holy. Then,
instead of lodging the lion and
the leopard and the wolf, and many
another unclean and loathly beast--
I shall be conformed to the Lamb and the Dove!
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